Segala rasa hati.

Dear heart, why still like this? why its never enough? i hate this feeling. i'll trying hard enough to fight this. but its still the same. i can't forget u. i can't throw u away from me.even i know from the beginning ur heart never put me in there no matter what i've done. i hate this heart not because i love u. but because i can't accept anyone in my life! why? why? why heart?? i'm tired of begging. i hated,i'm sad! i want leave everyone. i can't stand it anymore. please................. take me away. :'( i'm done with everyone. she's happy now. thats what i want the most. then,i have to go. all the responsible is done.